I need you bad.
Pissed
There’s no point im here living, i feel like running away and never come back. All i want is just justice and self respect, thats all. Would you like it if people make use of you? Would you like it if he said that the reason we’re together is bcos of cover shame? Damn it la, i got choice but i blew it. I feel ashamed hurting him. Im not ready to be a mom yet but i gotta try to be one. There’s alot of stuff running thru my mind, so many question are left unanswered. Why did i do this? I feel so bad. I miss the old times when i was a small kid, all i do was just hanging out with girls, laughing my ass out etc, when families are still tight, so close. I have nothing now, only my kid. To me, youre dead. Youre the worst human being on earth bro. You know what, i still love him no matter what. Nothing can change that. Even my mom knows it. I talk about s all the time, and mom gets sick of it i think. I told mom that s alr had a gf :/ stupid FL i hate this feeling. I miss you, how could i possibly tell you that? Youre so diff from others and one thing about you that i love most is your ego :) if only i can have you back, i would not ever let chu go or whatever. I miss you my superman :(
Only you bb
Takmo fikir macam macam. Kau je sorang la in my heart. No one else k. Doesn’t mean die wall aku ke aku comment ke die the reason why I ask u to away k -_- nigga pls? The more kau pm aku the more aku tak bole lupakan kau. I missed you like hell. Nobody knows k. Nobody knowssss. Hope you’re doing good there. Mad misses from me to you MSBMA :(
Boy, I must be crazy.
Well, here’s a thing. I don’t know where to start, the whole world knows that I’ve lost you for good, for your own good bcos I deserved it. Karma, yes I already got hit by it. I know I’ve hurt you a lot, done tons of shit to you, making you like a fool and such. The reason why, I got married is bcos of my son, and I chose to believe that Remy would change for good and that I have to end my teenage life. I date around twice with my status MARRIED in my forehead, BUT the feeling I had with you is different from others. I don’t know what the flying fuck so special about you. Everytime I see you, something excites me, my heart stopped and words are left drowning. HAHA, funny but its true. I AM SORRY from the bottom of my heart. Whatever we had, is fugging different ok. I like the way you walk, the way you shout, the way you do things, your eyes, your lips your nose, I miss every single thing. I am married now, so yah. Hope you’re happy with her now:) well you did. Can’t accept the fact that you’re calling it an interfere tho. I miss you alottt now skinny nigga :’( ya I admit I text fairuz last time but yah you were too busy to holla at me and so yah. Plus you’re texting her too what -.- , kept on thinking about you everyday annoys me but I love it even tho it hurts. I see you around aite, takecare tho. Xoxo
And so, life goes on :’)
Have you had a feeling of regret? Have you lost someone who’s been always there for you? Well I just did.
I had 2 bestfriends in life D & Q, lost them. Maybe for some reasons. Money reasons, money is soooo deadly sometimes, shouldn’t have bought the pants at first. HAHA. But I miss you two terribly, can’t find crazy friends like you both easy.
